#and schizophrenia is smth that can go along with it

[thorn-rosed]

I strongly believe that Evan is very disconnected from his emotions. Normally, he's a very emotionless and cold person, but sometimes he randomly feels tears running down his cheeks or laughs without knowing why. His general mood and face expression are very "why am i crying ew thats so embarrassing" instead of fitting to his emotions. He often doesnt understand why he feels the way he does, so he goes to Barty, Pandora or Regulus to ask them why he is feeling a certain way. I imagine it like this:

Evan: "Barty, what is that urge to giggle all the time, why dont i want to die?"

Barty: "Rosie thats feeling happy"

Evan: "Oh."

Evan:

Evan: "So why am I happy?"

Barty: "Because you passed all of your exams with an O"

Evan: "Ah, okay. Weird."

Considering the fact that Evan sees himself more as a weapon and an experiment, as if his body was an entirely wrong thing to exist in. More about that here. All this could be fitting to a depersonalization, which is true to me. Yet, Evan has way too big god complexes. They're just not corelated to his body, but more to his soul and intelligence. Evan trusts strongly in his charm and smartness

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Evan tries to always stay neutral, and unless he's got really strong emotions that is working out perfectly. He believes that emotions are for lower people like his standarts are too high to feel something as humiliating as them.

Now imagine him being heartbroken. Oh he wouldn't know what was going on. He would ignore the wants and needs of his body, simply acting like nothing happend. And when someone asks him about the reddened eyes he would say "I'm just as confused as you". Once he would realize what was going on it would be over for the other person though. After his sadness comes anger which leads to violence. Evan is definitely not one you want to mess with, and if someone hurt him, they will pay for it with ten times as much pain.

[smndragon]

STORY IDEA

WARNING: Slight discussion of gross topics such as deformed skin and over all creepy stuff some places. I can't do the read more thing yet that I know of so yeah I'm trying please.

Uh idk but there's this short I wanna make called hair or smth where there's this boy getting dinner from the microwave and he sees a hair on the plate that's black. Keep in mind his his will be pink or blonde, something bright. "Whenever I eat." "I always see a hair on my plate" I kept putting it off as a friend's or parent's possibly, flown onto my plate somehow or something unreasonable by now (context I wanna use possibly) (I don't know if I want this to be an animation or animatic through pencil and paper) he goes on to wonder on how the hairs always end up there from the very start of taking it out of the cupboard. He gets a ladder and scoots it up to the cupboard opening the doors (view of him on the outside looking in, he's fairly short) now thinking on it I want him as an oc who sees weird things throughout life and shit. I'm totally gonna make him adopted to make more sense.

When he sees nothing at first in front of him or to the sides he looks up and sees a terrible sight.

A face staring back at him, eyes black or crazed with hair growing from pores, moles, and overgrown piles of heaping mass of flesh and skin, the mouth of the face deformed and open wide showing rotten teeth. The worst part was the fact moved, it was attracted to the cabinet board as good as glue. As if it had grown on it for years. He closes the cupboard bad throws up in the bathroom. He tells his parents only to see it gone when they check. He never eats form the plates in those boards again and moves them somewhere else.

His name is gonna be Thomas foster now done. Or Thomas banks, Forrester, or beethoven. I later decided it's now gonna be Ludwig fuhrmeister for reasons 💕

MORE ON AN ACTUAL IDEA↓

maybe something with a group of kids on a bus (this is actually a dream of mine) they plan on going to the zoo in a wide Forrest but end up taking a short trip in the wrong direction. In total there are only 4 or 5 kids because it's a private elementary school. All kids are the ages between 10-11. The arrive at a house when the bus driver points it out after realizing they're lost.

The teacher tells the kids to wait for her while she checks in and sees if she can get any help. The kids have conversations on what they wanna be when they grow up or if they'll get lost in the Forrest. Originally they planned on seeing red pandas and endangered species or some shit. The teacher walks to the bus waving bye to an unknown figure still inside of the house with what the kids assume to be a map.

When the teacher gets back the kids ask what happened to be told they were gonna take another cut to a place called "redwood clearing" or smth weird and creepy.

The main character is a kid named peter or Jeremy I prefer peter, he's 10 and a half turning soon. Hes white or Puerto Rican I can't decide. There's a little girl named violet who wears dresses and has blonde hair with a chipped tooth she's 11. Then there's harry who is white and wears glasses super young he's the youngest at just ten. There's an African American boy in the back drawing what he sees and stuff, he's 10 now. So the violet is the oldest.

They all get along somewhat well.

The kids realize the route is getting weird when the trees start looking dead. In the background the bus driver sees what seems to be a hanged person but ignores it to not draw attention.The teacher finally tells them they've shown up when she points out of one of the windows. The teacher the thanks the bus driver and gives them a resting location for until they get back. The teacher then leads them to a similar looking house walks them inside and tells them the farthest door will lead them to the zoo. The kids seems hesitant but go anyways. While they're backs are turned they hear the zipping and falling of flesh into the ground. The black kid which is now named Ryan turns to see it first. The what once was teacher was now a hollow looking person. Blac and dark red sticky liquids stuck to it's dark and leathered skin, malnourished and thin. The eyes re like sockets which could fit a golf ball. When it moves and sees him notice it tells him to be quiet bad closed his eyes. He does so for unknown reasons (classic idiots). The figure is gone by the time he opens them, the soft sound of something running up the stairs with the skin and flesh sounding against the floorboards in a disgusting way. He tells the others they should go back but since the bus is no longer there they believe they should just go since there could probably be some way out. Basically after that. Some of the kids die, them being harry and violet. They get stuck in the rooms somehow and die. The house is basically a maze of terrors. They get stuck in the rooms somehow and die. The house is basically a maze of terrors. The halls always look old. Every door they open is a chance and mystery. Encountering all kinds of scary things and shit that don't lean them anywhere closer by telling them to go back downstairs to the main hall and go through the door they were told to before. They don't trust them and keep looking elsewhere. The kids come across a girl named Hannah who got stuck in the house years ago. She seems ghostly. Her and Peter start getting closer with every door they go through. Romance yes they crushing. In the end they make it out by going to the main hall again. The black boy is almost always the brains. When they decide it's the only door left the say their prayers and tell each other stuff only stalling. When they decide it's the only door left the say their prayers and tell each other stuff only stalling. The girl confesses she can't go with them cliche stuff like she's dead and Peter can't except it. When they open the door they were supposed to at first. They walk through to see a zoo filled with animals. This whole time their friends died for nothing as the creature told the Truth afterall. The house disappears and the teacher and bus driver tell them it's time to go. Peter goes on to write a story on what happened calling it "red wood" or smth idk Ryan becomes an artist but struggles with schizophrenia. They're still friends the end. But peter also looks into Hannah's death and tries to share where she is and stuff with people, finding her family and shit. (Explaination later for harry and violet being gone is that no one seems to remember them being alive) looking more into it they show up in papers that state they died 70 or 50 years ago in a murder house incident involving serial killings and missing peoples reports)

[firewvlker]

Did you see ALYSON RONAN from TELL ME WHY walking around Limbo? The CISFEMALE looks like LYNDSY FONSECA, and is TWENTY-EIGHT years old. I’ve heard she can be COMPASSIONATE & ORGANIZED but also SARCASTIC & RESERVED. When I think of them I think of RED BEANIES, BURIED CHILDHOOD TRAUMA, AND VARSITY HOCKEY. They’ve been here WITH their memories as a MANAGER at LIMBO CITY DRIVE-IN for TWO YEARS. I heard they’re seeking a sanctum.

grew up in a small alaskan town where everyone knew everything & everyone. tho she lived in juneau in her early-mid 20s, so city life isn’t totally new to her.

raised by a single mother, along with her twin, tyler. their mom did her best but well, she had problems. i.e. she broke promises all the time, ignored them half the time, had a drinking problem, they barely had enough money to get by (they were always hungry/relied on handouts from neighbors) so she stole shit, & was rather distant & unhinged from reality. she was also very controlling i.e. wouldn’t let them watch or even have a tv, go to school, & watched them like 24/7.

unlike tyler, aly was aware of her mother’s fragile mental state & did all she could to keep from setting her off, including trying to keep tyler reined in. it’s likely she had schizophrenia & depression.

very very creative. made a board game similar to chutes and ladders named luge and tramway with tyler when they were kids. she also created the book of goblins as a kid.

when they were 11, she heard tyler screaming for her & found their mother holding him at gunpoint. so she stabbed her, believing she was going to kill tyler, she’d said she was going to, so.

obvs that left her traumatized af but tyler took the blame for it when the cops got involved. she didn’t want to lie but tyler convinced her to go with it, so they did, & were split up. he was labeled an at-risk youth & sent to a center for troubled teens & aly was taken in by the police chief who was a fam friend.

it was 10 years before she was able to be with tyler again & basically, they go back home to fix up & sell their house & try to figure out what actually happened that night.

went 10 fucking years without telling anyone the truth or talking about it at all, so hello guilt & buried issues.

basically they learn that cps was going to get involved in things & she was going to lose her kids (her biggest fear) so she was either a) going to kill them & herself or b) kill herself.

i’m going with the twins believing a, however, aly still doesn’t 100% trust her memory of that night so that’s smth that weighs on her a lot. that what if.

she carries a loooot of guilt, esp towards tyler, she thinks she stole his life. she’s very awkward around him & apologizes constantly, tho that’s gotten a little better over the years.

she’s kinda like that in general with people tbh, new & old. she says sorry way too much & is very conflict avoidant due to her childhood.

i’m obvs going with the ending where she, tyler, & michael moved to juneau bc the other ?? oof.

loooves hockey. she played varsity for three years in high school & likely got back into it after moving/in college.

has pretty severe panic attacks/anxiety & depression but since she started going to therapy, it’s gotten a little more manageable for her.

has a passion for diy projects & crafts. also a space & astronomy hoe.

still trying to kick smoking.

went to a sketchy online college once but is pretty sure they just stole her credit card info. she’s probably gone to an actual one since but what for, idk yet.

she still has very conflicting feelings on her mother.

has a like telepathic/empathic link with her brother that they call “the bond” or “voice” -- they’re able to share thoughts & feel each others feelings. they’re also able to like see & hear memories with it.

very big on lgbtqia rights & appreciation. if you talk shit or be disrespectful she will fight you. she had to hear enough of that bs back home about her brother (& michael) & she ain’t here for it.

very protective of her brother.

highkey afraid she’s gonna go off the deep end one day, like her mom.